2-13-2012

I have been so lazy, I'm sure that having anxiety, and some depression doesn't help much. But its time to really kick it in the butt, I need to get back to the way I use to be. Hanging out with my kids and just playing all day has been SO MUCH FUN! But crying and having a disgusting house is not so much fun. Not when your husband goes to work all day and comes home to you and your kids taking a nap and the house is filth. Because of PURE lazy. So this morning I woke up with all the intentions of cleaning this house, at least a load of laundry and the bathrooms to be cleaned. I thought about doing something pretty fantastic and "journal" on my blog. MY LIFE, MY ALL.... Because I find that when I write in a journal I don't actually write it all down because I get sloppy, and bored of writing, unlike when I type I can actually type faster and neater.  So I need to write it all down get it all out and maybe people can give me advise as to where I'm taking my life.
Ill start with this past weekend....
Russ is building a car I think its a 69 charger. SO he worked all weekend. He is my heart beat so I didn't do so well being home with out him KNOWING it was a weekend. I went to visit him on Saturday we brought him and Tyler lunch, well went to get lunch with them. And then he got home and took me on a date. I have been wanting to see "The Vow" It was based on a true story. It was great. He woke up early and went to work Sunday. Made me so sad I actually just got the kids dressed and headed toward his work when I realized that I was going to his work I called him to see if it was ok. We picked him up and had some lunch at the Olive Garden all you can eat soup and salad! DELICIOUS! I love that place. Russ said he was only going to work for another hour or so, so I was going to take the car down to have it vacuumed and washed. But he said I should do it myself it will give me something to do. :-/ Yeah it gave me something to do, I chased the kids from seat to seat with the vacuum, but when it was all done it was worth it. I can smell my "Scentsy pomegranate" now!! MMMM.....Smells delicious!
After I was all done and hung out for a little longer we decided to just go see what was new at "IKEA" it was a good time. I didn't buy ONE single item but saw a few I wouldn't mind having. I love that place! I found the CUTEST bed for Sam's room. I just want to make sure that is really the bed I want her to have because its going to last a VERY long time!
However....I have to brag a little and say NO MORE DIAPER BUYING for me!! Sam is potty trained and LOVES IT!! 3 days it took 3 days and she has been on a roll, loves to show me what she "did" and loves the big girl panties. But she thinks they are all hers, the boy ones and Candice's, Candice actually has a smaller butt then her but that's ok Super cute and I'm proud! However I'm just so happy my husband can't have any more babies because I have been so baby hungry lately, but I don't think I can take on another baby. I have been so blessed to have the 3 beautiful babies that I have, and I can spoil them, and if I want to pack up the car and go to the beach I can do that. I just wish that my step boys lived closer so that I could spoil them a little more and maybe I wouldn't be so baby hungry because I would have my hands a little fuller then I do now.
Anyway, I got to go scrub those bathrooms, and get them preppy little kids ready for school. Ethan has to have his hair perfect because he likes the girls. and Candice she just likes her hair to be done and BEAUTIFUL! Sam and I are going to go walk around the store for a while to waist a few before we have to come back home and take a nap!
I need a HOBBY!