“If you start judging people you will be having no time to love them… If we cannot love the person whom we see, how can we love god, whom we cannot see? ~ Mother Teresa



Thursday, April 19, 2012

Mornings

Waking up is hard for me to do, waking up knowing that my kids are awake before me makes it that much harder to wake up. I am not a morning person, So the last thing I need someone to tell me before I am 90% awake is that they are hungry, they want a drink, they want this or that or this. OR fighting kids!! That will put me in the crazy person home.
When I wake up in the mornings I need a good stretch, walk around the house, Maybe sit out back take in a few deep breaths get that fresh air flow. Enjoy myself before I get tormented by my children.
Lately my little guy has been waking up EARLY, and the second I wake up he makes so much noise, I turn the T.V. on for him and he continues to make his voice louder. So I ask nicely the first 4 times to "Please SHHHHH, don't wake up your sisters I'm NOT ready for that"  He gets louder and louder, and my day goes down the drain because I never got that few minutes to myself to shake off the grumpy.
WHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHY, and HOW do I get this kid to sleep in. No matter how late he goes to bed, how early he goes to bed, he wakes up at the same time every morning.  I have tried sending him back to bed, but he starts to cry because its not his fault he woke up super early. He is a great sleeper so i cant punish him for waking up, but also I cant just go back to sleep.  I set my alarm for 5AM!  I cant get out of bed that early without a nap at about noon.

Now that I'm over this and I have not come to any conclusion, I'm going to go sit in the back yard and cry it out.
He is so much fun,
so full of life,
I get so sad when I have to yell at him,
He is a great kid.  

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