Pay it Forward

Saturday (ago) one of my friends went to the humane society to adopt a pup, she found one that was not yet ready to be adopted till Wednesday. So she visited this pup every evening sitting in front of the kennel playing with her, she tried to get the day off but her boss wouldn't let her. So she was sad and knowing just how sad she was I decided to take the kids to the doggy jail and fight for this little puppy. 11am came around and I filled out all the papers on this little gal to find that she was in surgery being spay. Ready for pick up at 4!! So my friend is now a proud pet owner, Her VERY first puppy EVER! Makes me feel so good, about my good deed for the day! However being in Doggy jail and seeing all these scared little pups put me into some MAJOR anxiety.
The days I feel really anxious or down, I have to act like nothing is bothering me because I don't like my kids to see me upset, or cry. It really brings them down and they get really concerned. They are just kids and shouldn't have to worry about their mommy. So as I was having super anxiety attacks last night, and my chest was in so much pain from these attacks, that I forced myself to sleep, Crashing so hard that I didn't feel any of the 3 kids sneak into bed with us, I didn't feel Russ get out of bed to go to work. I slept a full 11 hours and I am feeling SO good this morning.
I think I'm going to take on the playroom this morning, Disposing of the stuffed animals we DON'T play with, the BROKEN toys, the BABY toys, and planning a paint job. Its a mess in there and its very very scary! Wishing myself luck today because I see 2 very upset little kids coming home and realizing only 3 totes of toys after school today! (that is my goal vs the 6 totes and limiting the toys that don't even fit)  1 Happy Mommy VS 2 sad kids....we will get through this I am positive.

However on a GOOD note today is F.U.D.G.E. DAY at Pre school and its Bring your Dad to school day, the kids are so excited and Candice wants Curly hair and Ethan wants his hair done. They are so excited pics to come (I'm just being lazy right now)